The Magician

Posted in Spirit Series, Uncategorized on February 9th, 2010 by LianaIlia

The Magician walked across the stage,

he took a bow,

the crowd applauded,

then all went silent,


The Magician got inside a wooden box,

an assistant spun the box around,

then she opened the box,

The Magician had disappeared

The Glass of Destruction

Posted in Spirit Series, Uncategorized on February 9th, 2010 by LianaIlia

It comes, the power,

The greatness of it all,

Some will use it for evil,

Some will just cry,

The glass of destruction is in us all,

It sleeps until night,

Then becomes a part of our souls,

It consumes us,

Something breaks free,

The light can destroy the glass,

It can bring back happiness,

But that is only if someone’s soul is pure,

Today it will awaken,

Within the heart,

And it will pour all of the destruction,

That is has onto you,

The eye watches,

Patiently it stares,

It will move towards you,

But you will not give up,

Please,

Don’t let it take over,

This evil that’s inside,

It will be the death of everything,

When will it all end?

Whenever the glass of destruction,

Is destroyed.

The Calm after the Storm

Posted in Spirit Series, Uncategorized on February 9th, 2010 by LianaIlia

When it rains, it storms,

the rain taps on the window,

it grows louder by the minute,

and it calms me,
 

Everyone says there is a calm before the storm,

but that is not always true,

there is one after,

after all the mist has cleared,
 

Something in my heart stirs,

every time it thunders,

the lightning seems to strike it,

but blood does not flow,
 

When the darkness clears,

the stars shine brightly,

they release an energy,

that no other force can emit,
 

Then the calm comes,

it warms the air and circles around,

it carries on the wind and makes the air pure,

and then it leaves on the clouds.

Raining Mist

Posted in Spirit Series, Uncategorized on February 9th, 2010 by LianaIlia

This is hard to see,

when you do not love me,

it pains me to say,

that it is the only way,
 

When you are gone,

my whole world feels wrong,

it tears me up inside,

to think you are not nigh,
 

When the rain clears,

the pain no longer seers,

what is inside the mist?

when all I see is this?
 

It feels like nothing is there,

inside the rain and the air,

something tells me you have come,

and now I know it is done,
 

Yes, it is done.

Pay Attention to the Stars

Posted in Spirit Series, Uncategorized on February 9th, 2010 by LianaIlia

I look up,

And see bright shining lights,

I fall in love,

With these things called stars,

When there are no clouds,

The sky shines,

But only at night,

When everything goes dark,

They wink at me,

Making me wink back,

Because I love them so,

I pay attention to the stars,

As the Earth spins,

It moves through time,

The moon glides past,

And the lights shoot through,

When you are out at night,

Just look up,

And you will see the lights,

That I pay attention to,

The stars.

Not Really Me

Posted in Spirit Series, Uncategorized on February 9th, 2010 by LianaIlia

Look at me,

am I really alive?

or am I,

just a fabric of imagination,

I feel like a shell,

with someone else’s mind,

someone’s thoughts,

but they’re not my own,

when will you realize,

that it’s not me,

but someone else?

I am not myself,

when you look into my eyes,

whom do you see?

there could be anyone,

anyone at all,

take me out,

out of my brain,

out of my body,

and put me away,

let me sleep,

for years, decades,

before I wake,

and find a different world,

I want to be,

not really myself,

to escape this pain,

to feel loved and safe.

Melt Away the World

Posted in Spirit Series, Uncategorized on February 9th, 2010 by LianaIlia

When the rain,

Melts away the world,

That is when,

We can be together,

It’s the rain,

That calls to my soul,

Not you, but you are there,

In the deep, deep black,

My dreams are dark,

One light shines,

Even when water is pouring down,

From the gray clouds,

Darkness wipes away,

The remaining tears,

On your face,

Let me catch those tears,

Yes, no more sun,

Only rain falls,

From the bleak, dark clouds,

That cover my heart.

Lost

Posted in Spirit Series, Uncategorized on February 9th, 2010 by LianaIlia

Feeling despair,

it drives a person insane,

it can tear you apart,

and leave nothing left,
 

This feeling of losing,

it’s something I want to leave behind,

something that I hate,

it’s what I want to throw away, forever,
 

Today is not a good day,

it seems everything is falling apart,

when the world around me fades,

that will be the end,
 

I am lost,

I am scratching, scrounging to find,

that one reason, one purpose,

for living in this world,
 

Why is this life so hard?

why must we endure pain,

all that we are is hurting ourselves,

we tell ourselves to go on,
 

Even though we can’t find out way,

through this mist and fog,

we manage to fight,

to become found, become loved, become wanted,

we enter someone’s life, and we are no longer,

lost.

Light Against Darkness

Posted in Spirit Series, Uncategorized on February 9th, 2010 by LianaIlia

When all is lost,

the light goes out,

and becomes darkness,

where evil and pain lives,


the light clashes with the darkness,

they both fight to stay,

both struggle and tear,

but it is useless,


it seems light will be victorious,

and will triumph once more,

it is all things good,

and all that is holy,


darkness comes out strong again,

it conquers all in its path,

and will destroy everything,

evil is darkness,


both fight with effort,

both will struggle over and over,

one will win,

which will it be?

It is Time

Posted in Spirit Series, Uncategorized on February 9th, 2010 by LianaIlia

It is time,

for me to leave this place,

where I go,

is up to no one,

I try one direction,

but it leads me to hate,

I try another,

and it leads me to anger,


fear is in this place,

it is time,

time to go somewhere new,

time to start a new life,


something haunts me,

I can not travel far,

or it will stop me,

dead in my tracks,


I find myself,

in a new world,

where everything is vibrant,

I’m finally here,

where I belong.