I’m Lost
Something isn’t right,
Why am I here?
It seems so useless,
I hate this,
Why can’t everything be perfect?
It always ends up the same,
Something happens that corrupts me,
And I am forced to fall,
Fail, distrust, misunderstand,
These are words new to me,
But something inside my soul awakens,
And I start to shimmer,
Why is this happening?
This question appears over and over,
My mind is filled with unanswered questions,
But I keep pressing on,
I lose a little of my soul everyday,
It comes down on me hard,
But I want to keep going,
I want to be strong and passionate,
When will it end?
The pain and suffering?
My heart is torn apart,
And I am left for nothing,
Sometimes I look up,
And there are the stars,
I wonder what is to become of me,
Then I realize,
Is this love?
I’m lost… a wandering soul trapped in the past,
I can not escape it, the fear of losing.