Dragon's World Kanasi

Sometimes I get so frustrated,

That I want to scream,

Why am I so hated?

This is all what it seems,

Kill the words,

Kill the words,

All fall apart,

Tear my heart.

This is just a poem for you,

I can try and close my eyes,

But nothing is true,

Even in darkness I can see through lies,

Maybe I need some time alone,

Maybe you need to go away,

It’s in my flesh and bones,

But no one comes, and I say…

Just a poem for you, for two,

Just a poem for everyone in this world,

I want them to hear me,

I want them to see,

Today I want to be with you,

Today I want everything,

I know how it feels too,

Hold me now, so I can sing,

Just a poem for you, for two,

Just a poem for everyone in this world,

I want them to hear me,

I want them to see,

Sometimes I feel like dirt,

Sometimes I can touch the sky,

Through your shirt,

I can feel your eyes…

Just a poem for you, for two,

Just a poem for everyone in this world,

I want them to hear me,

I want them to see,

Just a poem for you, for two,

Just a poem for everyone in this world,

I want them to hear me,

I want them to see.

Somehow I can see you,

This isn’t true,

It’s written in your book of lies,

I can run as your passion dies

It’s just another line,

In your head it’s fine,

Die there, don’t call for me,

I want you to see

Please tell me a reason,

Why you haven’t come,

What are you doin’?

Can’t you give me some?

It’s just another line,

Written in your book of lies,

Die here, where are you?

Can’t you be here too?

Please, I want you near,

Inside this space of my heart,

Come back, come here,

And this love we can start

Somehow I want to see you,

This isn’t true,

It’s written in your book of lies,

I can run as your passion dies,

I can run…

It is time,

for me to leave this place,

where I go,

is up to no one,

I try one direction,

but it leads me to hate,

I try another,

and it leads me to anger,

fear is in this place,

it is time,

time to go somewhere new,

time to start a new life,

something haunts me,

I can not travel far,

or it will stop me,

dead in my tracks,

I find myself,

in a new world,

where everything is vibrant,

I’m finally here,

where I belong.

I am falling for you,

Your smile I cannot forget,

You let out a cry of despair,

I know I’m the one causing the pain,

Why is everything my fault?

It always seems that way,

I feel so short yet so tall,

So why am I feeling remorse?

Somewhere I know you are in my heart,

Somehow you can be with me,

I feel my heart beat getting faster,

And I feel you close to me,

Someone set me free,

Someone kill me please,

The passion will kill my soul,

As love always should…

I’m falling in love with you.

Yeah, I know I can be a pain,

And I throw things at you,

That isn’t at your gain,

But it’s all that I can do,

Because I’m evil,

So what? Why should you care?

I don’t care if all of the people,

Stand up and stare,

I am who I am, and you can’t change that,

But you keep fighting,

And I’ll love you for that,

But it’s not worth dying,

For I’m evil,

So what? Why should anyone care?

I don’t mind if you smile,

And say that you care,

Because I like what I am,

Evil is my purpose in life,

You take a stand,

And say that’s not a good life,

But I’m evil,

So what? You don’t see,

That being evil,

I can be me, and only me.

You’re making me insane,

Your beautiful face,

It screams at me with anger,

Anger that I can’t stop,

Why must it be like this?

This pain swells inside my heart,

Dying to get out,

I plea that you won’t leave,

I cry tears of blood,

This pain deep within me,

I want it to stop,

Damn it, why can’t I breathe?

I know that you love me,

I can see it in your eyes,

But you hurt yourself,

Instead it should be me,

I cry for you,

My love, my everything,

But you don’t seem to see,

What’s right in front of you.

When I look at you,

Your eyes are hidden,

In a book of emotions,

So pure and white,

Tell me what you see,

On those pages,

And I’ll listen,

And hide my emotions too,

When the starts shone,

I walked towards you,

Please stay here,

Don’t go away,

I will give you sorrow,

Love, life is beautiful,

So are you,

So don’t hide your emotions,

Kiss me gently,

Don’t stop, don’t stop,

Peel away the hardness,

That covers my heart…

These hidden memories,

are all that I have,

it seems to be the only thing,

that’s weighing on my soul,

The lights around me dim,

they seem to fade away,

and the walls drip,

with a thick red liquid,

There’s something about this room,

that is pulling me down,

my entire body is being pulled,

into a black hole,

There is no end,

to the torment,

to where the hidden memories,

seem to reside,

There is more to this than you think,

when our memories fade,

we lose everything,

and then we fade,

This is where it all ends,

this is where the pain begins,

then the hidden memories,

can become real again.

You are not who you seem to be,

Everyone knows it,

But you keep pretending,

Because to you it’s fun,

Why do you do this?

You only hurt yourself,

And me,

Please stop now,

Someone help him,

He’s out of control,

I cannot reach him,

With only my words,

This feeling of fear,

It creeps up on me,

As you are turning,

Into someone not yourself,

He’s right in front of me,

But he does not care,

It’s like he is a shadow,

Of who I really am.