Dragon's World Kanasi

Damn this cold world,

Why?

Why can’t I be happy?

Please God tell me why,

I know somewhere,

Someone will love me,

But I am confused,

And cold and alone,

Damn everyday,

I feel like exploding,

I can’t smile,

Or even fake that I’m happy,

Don’t go, don’t leave,

I want to be in your arms,

So don’t kill your dreams,

In staying alive for me,

Damn you for dying,

Damn this all!
Yes, I am angry and hurt,

Please let me be…

Please God,

Take me away from this mess,

This world where no one wants me,

Your heart is where I’ll remain.

Forever I’ll be yours,

Forever I’ll be loved,

Forever I’ll be happy,

Yes, I’ll be happy.

I slide down the depths of my soul,

Today is so cold,

But if you’re here it’s all right,

I don’t see it any other way,

Sometimes I feel the cold, like the weather,

And I know that something’s there,

And I can not ignore it,

I can’t stand it,

Time and time again,

People see me crying,

But I don’t want to smile,

So I just make up a lie,

I tell them I’m cold,

Just like outside, the day is frozen,

My heart is frozen,

And no one can save me,

I feel like I’m falling into the night,

And I have you in my sight,

But I can’t seem… to scream,

I can’t die, I always lie,

I’m so cold, like the weather.

Your childish gain,

You laugh,

But I don’t care, again,

But you just laugh,

And I know your lies,

Yell out my name,

All of these ties,

With nothing to gain,

Your childish pleasure,

Leaves me with nothing,

It says that you’re there,

And your dreams are overcrowding,

Please don’t tell me,

Don’t be anyone,

You do not see,

What you have won,

And this time it’s me,

It’s me who’s crazy,

These passions get to me,

And you let me down gently,

I lie awake in bed,

My eyes are dark,

My childish dreams are dead,

And you take my hand,

I cry on your shoulder,

And tears fall into the endless void,

Of your childish pleasure,

Your childish looks and dreams.

The cold sets in,

It chills the morning air,

As if it is water,

It freezes it solid,

The air is blue,

It shakes with cold,  

But still lives on,

Able to breathe,

The night is frozen,

Crystals surround you,

And the eyes water,

Turning into tears of glass,

they fall,

crash onto the frozen ground,

it tears my heart,

to be in the cold,

everywhere around it’s blue,

the deep sadness sets in,

as it freezes hearts,

souls yearn to be free,

the cold makes snow,

the snow melts to blue,

it flows towards the ice,

it is so sad, the deep blue.

Believe,

In what you have,

Tell me,

Of your dreams and future,

Time,

Flows away with the wind,

Follow,

Blindly through the dark,

Why do you do this?
You push,

Me away with your breath,

And I cry,

Believe,

In what you feel,

Tell me,

What your heart says,

I know what you think,

You say,

That I am blind,

But it’s not true,

Believe,

In what you have,

Tell me,

Of your dreams and future,

Believe,

In what you feel,

Tell me,

What your heart says.

Still here,

Floating in dead water,

Life means nothing,

But you do,

This stillness,

Powerful, yet fragile,

It calms me completely,

It takes my breath away,

That, is dreaming,

Something I can’t understand,

Because I am dead,

Falling apart,

Please save me,

My beautiful someone,

It haunts me to think,

You were never there,

Please save me,

My true love.

This is a story,

About a man,

Who could do anything,

But he wasn’t aware,

So people had to tell him,

About the great things he did,

But he still didn’t understand,

Why he was so special,

You see, it wasn’t that he didn’t know,

But he wanted to keep giving,

So that everyone he loved,

Can live forever,

People can be so cruel,

That they hurt to get what they want,

But he did not,

And that’s why he’s human.

You,

You are beautiful,

Everything would be nothing,

If you were not here,

Your kindness,

Your love,

That is what I see,

In your eyes,

Your eyes,

I could go on,

About them and still,

Not describe how beautiful,

You are,

My life, my love,

You touch me,

Your soft hands caress my rough skin,

It seems you have left,

But nothing has happened,

You are still here,

And I feel safe.