People tell me I’m not cool,

Because I’m different from them,

Or that I’m strange,

Because I do not talk to them,

This is my life,

Why should others,

Tell me what to be?

I am my own person,

Don’t tell me who I am,

I know that more than you,

So why do you keep saying,

That I am not myself?

Can’t you see?

I am not who you want,

I do not wear what everyone else wears,

Or do the things others do,

But I love who I am,

I am me!

Yeah yeah yeah,

Please come near,

To the place where you belong,

So bleed until I fade away,

Then you can forget,

All those things you loved,

But you cry, and I say,

‘Don’t forget me,’

Yeah, everything else,

Is disappearing,

My heart is always aching,

So cry until I fly away,

Then you can forget,

All those things you hated,

But I cry, and you say,

‘Don’t forget me,’

I will never forget,

Everything you did for me,

So please don’t forget me,

Please.

Yes, I love you,

But it’s too difficult,

To live without regrets,

And be kind to all,

Please just go away,

I don’t want you near,

Go away and leave me,

To disappear,

I am trying to tell you,

You need to be alive,

But you won’t go,

And I cry on your shoulder,

Please just fly,

Go anywhere, but here,

And stay far away from me,

Because I’ll disappear,

I’m disappearing,

And everything is lost,

But you are there,

And I feel safe.

Have you always had a heart?

Or have I been dreamin’?

Should I take a picture?

And say “Yeah, that was you!”

So you left me, why?

So you hurt me, try,

Forgive the past for it can be a bitch,

But your rash does not itch

Put your heart away,

Please just die,

Go, do not stay,

Your eyes do not lie

Can’t you see I’m not alone?

I need someone to hold,

And tear apart, right?

Just hold me tight

You are the answer,

You are my life, my love,

you and I can go there,

To the sky above.

I want to see you,

I fall away slowly,

I always wait patiently,

But you never show up…

I have the desire to touch you,

The desire to tell you,

What I desire,

And all I desire is you

I will need to be reborn,

If you want to see me,

Again on my lips you touch yours,

And everywhere I see

I have the desire to want you,

I face you slowly,

But you turn away and I still desire,

The thought of you in my mind

I have the desire to touch you,

The desire to tell you,

What I desire,

And all I desire is you,

Is that such a bad thing?

Why does it have to be difficult?

And I desire all of you…

I have the desire to want you,

I face you slowly,

But you turn away and I still desire,

The thought of you in my mind

I have the desire to touch you,

The desire to tell you,

What I desire,

And all I desire is you,

I have the desire to want you,

I face you slowly,

But you turn away and I still desire…

I still have the desire to want you in my arms.

Swimming in a sea,

A sea of sadness, fear,

And all that I see,

On your face is a tear,

Tonight I die alone,

But you warm my body,

And your cold eyes shown,

Even though it’s shady,

And the deep sad thoughts,

Fill my mind,

Be with me, what have I taught?

That everything is kind,

Yeah, right,

Deep, sad thoughts are coming,

Hold me tight,

And I know you’re crying,

It’s one of those days,

Every time you try,

You go back to their ways,

And I lay here to die.

Blood everywhere,

Around my heart,

In my room,

On my lips,

Death,

It’s here for you,

For me,

For all these damn people,

Who hate us,

So why don’t we,

Just go,

Down towards the depths,

Of our souls,

Don’t leave me,

Because death,

Is near again,

Blood runs down all,

Of my fingers,

Dreams are death,

Death is dreaming,

So please,

Tell me to leave again, death…

I believe in you,

But my heart is darkened,

You rip it out,

And use it as a shield,

Believe in my power,

You know it’s there,

Everyday is a split second,

So that you can die quicker,

I fade away into the darkness,

You pull me back,

I try to follow,

But my wings are gone,

And I fall down,

Down to where my heart is,

My lonely, dark heart,

I’ve know this from the start,

That I am evil,

But that didn’t stop you,

From loving me,

And you loved me,

Forever and for always.

You, that beautiful you,

Darkness is in the air,

And you eat it up,

Like poison,

Dark, night, the stars are gone,

You look into my eyes,

Blackness consumes you,

And you’re scared,

Stand up and face your fears,

Is what your mind,

Tries to tell you,

But you run away,

You, that pretty face,

That is filled with darkness,

But that is fine,

I love you,

Even through this darnkess,

You are brighter.

I hate this place,

This face,

That I wear,

Has one single tear,

That tear is not for that person,

That one,

Person who hates,

To be loved or hated,

Tell me,

Why can’t I see?

Damn everything,

No one is caring,

Please, be there,

Be here,

For me to cry with,

For me to scream with,

I would die,

To stop this lie,

Damn everything,

Damn everything.