Dragon's World Kanasi

I cannot explain my emotions in words,

But I want to say I’m sorry,

For everything I’ve done to you,

For all the times I hated you,

Please… forgive me,

I beg of you this much,

I want your touch,

My heart is already broken,

I’m sad inside and out,

I just want to shout,

Why can’t I have this?

All I want is one kiss,

I’m so sorry now,

I wish my life were better,

But you’ll just have to live,

With who I am,

Please… forgive me,

I want your love back,

I need you not to flee,

And leave my heart in tact.

I’m running,

Fast down the road,

Why can’t I stop?

Why can’t you?

I want to know,

Do you love me?

Or are you just there,

To ease the pain?

I am tired,

Of fleeing from my fears,

I feel that I am missing,

Something,

Today will be the day,

I will learn to jump,

Learn to fly,

Before I die again,

That’s why I want you,

To hold you while you fly,

You will be my guide,

Through the light,

I am tired,

Of fleeing from my fears,

I feel that I am missing,

Something,

I am tired,

Of fleeing from my fears,

I feel that I am missing,

Something.

Everything is painful,

Your look, your eyes,

I know you will return,

But I am told that’s a lie,

When I think of you,

I want to forget,

But I just can’t,

And that’s what I regret,

Feeling pain all over,

It’s like being alone,

When you’re really not,

I know you’re the one,

Please stop this bleeding,

It’s hurting me,

Like you are here,

But it’s you I can not see.

Sometimes I fear,

Even though you are here,

Protecting me at my side,

But at your command I will not abide,

Why am I so fearful of this?

I can’t even look above,

Will I ever be able to stand your kiss?

I’m so fearful of love, fearful of love,

Why is it that when I’m near you,

I can’t be all that true,

Somewhere I can see your eyes,

I can see through the lies,

Why am I so fearful of this?

I can’t even look above,

Will I ever be able to stand your kiss?

I’m so fearful of love, fearful of love,

Why am I so fearful of this?

I can’t even look above,

Will I ever be able to stand your kiss?

I’m so fearful of love, fearful of love,

This can’t be happening, can it?

I don’t want this,

Ignorance is really bliss,

I can see my time is up, is it?

Why am I so fearful of this?

I can’t even look above,

Will I ever be able to stand your kiss?

I’m so fearful of love, fearful of love.

All I feel is afraid,

Afraid of you and the world,

Of what you said,

And of what I’m told,

Please free me,

From everything and then,

I’ll be happy,

This is not the end,

See what I’m feeling,

I’m shaking with fright,

And you are staring,

Out of my reach and sight,

Know one true thing,

That love conquers fear,

And I am loving,

Even all of your tears.

Tears,

Of sadness, of pain,

Fall down my cheeks,

Over again,

Take me away,

Into your arms,

But not,

Into harm,

Tears,

Falling always,

Never fading,

Only some days,

Take them away,

Away from me,

But not,

Where I can see,

Tears,

Of sadness, of joy,

Fall down my cheeks,

It’s not joy.

Sadness,

The life I left behind,

Is still within me,

I feel it always,

Sometimes I cry,

Out of the darkness,

The deep, drowning stillness,

That enters my soul,

Someone,

Tell me why I am here,

The night calls,

But I want to stay here,

My life is nothing,

It is an empty shell,

Because I have no love,

And no one loves me,

I am sleeping,

Never waking up,

From this nightmare,

Of shadow and fear,

Please save me,

Someone come,

To rescue me from pain,

The pain… it hurts so much.

Time falls away,

Love disappears,

Everything is gone,

But something lingers,

Feeling tired I go to bed,

I close my eyes, but I can’t sleep,

I think of all the things you’ve said,

I know that I’m falling apart,

Why does everything stay?

Everyday is different,

If you listen you can say,

What you have on your mind,

And you’re falling, falling apart,

Everything’s fading away,

Now I wish you were gone,

And not here, in this way,

I’m falling, falling apart… crying.

Don’t you know?

You’re a failure,

And you can’t help that,

But that’s what I love,

I’m failing with love,

Nobody wants me,

So I’ll just give up,

Until you came along,

You showed me,

That being a failure,

Just doesn’t mean giving up,

You showed me love,

I’m not failing anymore,

Because I love you,

And that’s what keeps me going,

So don’t fail anymore,

I’m failing,

But you hold me back up,

And I try again,

To be myself and try harder.

I looked over to my shelf,

And saw someone’s eye,

I screamed,

And ran,

I accidently,

Ran into a lamp,

The eye dropped off my shelf,

And followed me down the hall,

When I ran down the steps,

The eye still followed,

Until I screamed: ‘why is this happening?’

Then the eye stopped,

It looked up at me,

Then at my mom,

She said,

‘it was the eye of your grandfather,’

I blink, ‘just kidding,’ she said,

It made me fall.