The pain of loss,

What’s the cost?

She only knows,

The girl that’s in pain,

Her name is Ora,

She wears a sword,

That took many lives,

But was that right?

Ora, why do you cry?

Why are you in despair?

It was right, it was right,

But you still killed,

Even your hear trembles,

When you mention her,

Ora of worlds,

Time means everything.

Time is flying by,

Every time I look outside,

My life is flying,

It is going so fast,

This life is hectic,

But it is what it is,

So I have to deal,

Or it will end,

Sometimes I feel empty,

Like nothing has happened,

But it already has,

It’s just how I feel,

It’s called loneliness,

Because I have no one,

No one to comfort me,

No one to love me,

Everyone to hate me,

I hate myself sometimes,

For this reason,

It is me, though.

I have not a single,

drop of blood,

that loves you,

or anyone else,

it courses through my veins,

the blood of hate,

not love,

because that’s who I am,

I have no love,

no love to spare,

not even an ounce,

a spec of love to give,

you took it all out of me,

squeezed me dry,

shook my soul of that passion,

of that which made me whole,

please give my heart back,

give it all back,

because I don’t want ‘no love.’

I don’t feel anything,

Tell me something,

Anything to make me believe,

That I’m alive,

I can’t feel you,

Does that mean,

That I’m not alive?

I can’t even speak,

These words can’t reach,

My lips are sealed,

And I’m lying here,

All alone and cold,

Say some kind of proof,

If you don’t I’ll cry,

And then I’ll disappear,

Because I’ll be not alive,

I hear music somewhere,

But I can not sing,

Because my mouth won’t move,

And I’m not alive….

Not alive!

Please don’t go,

I want you so bad,

But you walk away,

So slowly out of my life,

I love you,

But you won’t stay,

I need you,

But you turn away,

Lalala, it’s all my fault,

I’m to blame,

Even though you’re the one who left,

I am the reason,

Please let me dry your tears,

Let me be there,

When you are sad and down,

I will cheer you up,

Lalala, please don’t cry,

For you will live on,

And I will fade away,

Into the stillness of the night.

My world,

Has no fear,

Has no tears,

Is not depressing,

Is not digressing,

My world,

Sees no lies,

Does not die,

Has  beauty,

Has simplicity,

My world,

Knows no future,

Knows no torture,

No pain,

Knows no pain,

And it all comes to an end,

When my only friend,

Says goodbye,

Then I have to die,

That’s my world,

Tragic… isn’t it?

You’re screaming,

it hurts,

the pain inside,

is too much to carry,

but you still carry on,

stride by stride,

day by long, dragging day,

you wait for me,

I love you,

you can see that,

but you do nothing,

because you think you’re nothing,

I know it’s not true,

you are mine,

my only place,

where I want to be,

I want your touch,

your breath on mine,

your lips on mine,

because I love you,

it is who we are.

Time slowly passes,

As I wait for something,

Just anything,

To take me away,

Please just say it,

And I will follow,

Someone will come,

This I know,

When you call,

I will try to answer,

If my tongue will allow it,

Because I am choking,

These words won’t escape,

My eager mouth,

Because it is closing,

Just like your heart,

Don’t leave me all alone,

Because my heart,

Will surely shatter,

Just like glass,
 

My heart shatters for you.

You might know me,

As someone who fears,

But I’m really not that scared,

Of what is to come,

Someone tell me,

What you know of the future,

You can see it in my eyes,

Tell me what you see,

Please I beg you,

Don’t leave me here alone,

I cry for help,

But no one seems to answer,

No one cares,

No one wants to talk to me,

I lie about who I am,

I am really darkness,

Yes, the darkness that’s in my eyes,

It surrounds me,

And my soul,

And my heart.

I walked into the movie theater,

And what did you say?

I know you are in an empty seat,

And it blows me away,

Sometimes I wonder,

Are you watching the screen?

Or are you eating popcorn?

I want to know,

I move in close and see,

That you fell asleep,

The movie on the screen,

Is a romance film,

People come in and sit down,

And I have to sit down,

So a seat next to you is open,

You wake up and smile at me,

I start to cry while watching,

You wrap your arm around my shoulders,

I lay my head down,

And everything seems to be all right,

I got outside to call my mother,

To say I’ll be late,

And I found someone to take,

Me home, I hung up and went back inside,

You were no longer there,

I looked in every row and

People stared at me strangely,

I ran out and found you on the bench,

Your eyes are white and,

You fade away,

I screamed but no one heard me,

My phone rang and I asked “Hello?” desperately,

It was you… it was you…

How could it be, you were gone?

And I ran into the theater,

And you were saying ‘Save me… save me,’

How? How can I save you?

Your hand touches my shoulder,

I turn to face you,

Your face is on a movie screen,

Why… why do you torment me?

I call my mother and ask her to pick me up,

She comes and she asks why I’m so frightened,

I say just drive away from this haunted place,

And she drives fast,

It is now two weeks later,

I’m still having nightmares,

Of you, your smiling bloody face,

And what do you always say?

‘Save me… save me,’

I wish someone would save me,

From that scene in a movie,

here I kissed you,

And you disappeared,

Save me… save me… so I will.