Dragon's World Kanasi

Sometimes I wish that this world,

Would just disappear,

But then you would be gone,

And that’s fine,

You made me so angry,

I sometimes pray for the end,

All because of you,

Yes, I know that’s horrible,

But so is what you did,

I want to scream,

You kiss me but I resist,

Because I love someone else,

And you are hatred,

You make me so mad,

I am praying for the end,

All because of what you did,

To me, please leave,

I want to live without you,

These memories fill my mind,

I can’t get rid of them,

Because I had loved you,

But it makes me pray for the end.

Someone is coming,

Today is the day,

And I will be waiting,

I cry as I lay,

There’s someone for me,

I know it’s true,

And everything I will see,

What you want, is you,

Contradictions in my head,

I say sometimes,

‘I want to be dead,’

I cry every night,

And I want to be free,

Free of pain, I’ve tried,

Someone for me,

I know there is through the lies.

It’s been too many years,

Since I last saw you,

You were drenched with rain,

And said goodbye,

I know I shouldn’t be here,

Underneath the sheets,

You make me feel safe,

But that was so long ago,

Please let me stay,

For I don’t know,

What will become of me,

If I don’t have you,

Don’t leave me here,

Drenched in blood,

You make me feel wanted,

But it was so long ago,

Please tell me the reason,

Why your heart aches,

And I’ll heal it,

Because I love you.

I’m so cold,

Why am I so cold?

I have something you should know,

I really like you and the snow,

It’s snowing and I’m happy,

But it will all end,

Soon I hope I will always see,

You as my best friend,

I’m so cold,

Please warm me in the cold,

I only want you to know,

I really love you in the snow,

I’m dancing then falling,

You catch me,

I keep on dancing,

And you hold me gently…

I’m so cold,

Why am I so cold?

I have something you should know,

I really like you and the snow.

That’s right,

I’m going faster,

And it’s not fun,

Because I’m in love with you,

Be there when I am running,

Because I’m slow,

But don’t be sad,

I will go fast,

That’s right,

I’m going slower,

And it’s fun,

Because I love you,

Please don’t leave me,

I won’t run away,

Because your love,

Is what keeps me going,

That’s right,

I’m not moving,

But it’s so fun,

Because you love me

Today is gloomy,

The whole world is small,

And the sickness kicks in,

Everyone hates me,

Arrows pierce my throat,

My mind is cluttered,

With thoughts of death,

And there’s no where for me to go,

My head will explode,

If you don’t do something,

To protect me again,

Tell my friends goodbye,

Everyone lies to me,

I’m spinning around,

The world is shrinking,

And I am dying,

Please save me,

Please protect me,

From this sickness,

That overcomes me.

You take my hand,

As we pass through the darkness,

You say ‘don’t be afraid,’

But it’s hard not to be,

In this shadow,

This place of pain and regret,

You are the only light,

Of my shadow,

Darkness lies within me,

I’m bleeding and crying,

But you wrap your arms around me,

And the shadow goes away,

In the shadow,

I am falling deep within,

My heart is fading,

Falling into the shadow,

My tears fall,

The shadow is all around me.

Did the rain stop the pain?

Or is it still swelling?

Die, everyone disappear,

Forever from my memory,

The wind blows in my hair,

You pierce my soul,

What were you thinking?

Blood runs down your sword,

Smiles turn to dust,

They blow away into the mist,

Death and destruction,

Pain and suffering of my life,

My eyes are red from tears,

All of my dreams and fears,

Are here in my soul,

For you are glaring at me,

With my violin I play this tune,

Of sadness and sorrow,

And watch you die,

And watch you die.

Are we all just a world of desire? Where our hearts only want more and more? Why do we cry? Where do our feelings go when we see the hatred, prejudice, money, scandals? We are all monsters of ourselves, we strive only to create more power, to overcome all obstacles that we are faced with. That is what life is. We take what we can and never give to those who are in need. Why do we see what we see on the streets of our home towns, cities, neighborhoods? Are we beautiful, or are we just hatred? Please tell me the real reason why we are alive. Love is a thing that we all need, we can’t live without it even if we tried. Even if we die, we are still loved, by those who were around us. Tell me why do we live to be loved? Is it for some inner calmness that we want? No, we still see the hate and evil in the world. So why don’t we do something about it? Please tell me the reasons why we are here… why are we here?

Tears fall down,

Your face as I walk

Away,

Don’t tell me to come back,

I’ve left you,

And I’ll always leave,

So just stay there,

And don’t run after me,

Please stay away,

You haunt my dreams,

I can’t be happy,

With you around,

Tired, that’s what I am,

Tired of you,

Of what you’ve done,

Leave! Don’t come back!

I’m walking again,

As you run,

But you never catch up,

Because I’m too far… too far.