The name,
cried out in the dark,
may be mine,
but is also yours,
this is troubling,
this is hard,
since we are one,
it is confusing,
why? why must we live,
in the shadows,
the depth, a cave,
damp and dreary,
this dark dark feeling,
as the rain pours,
pours into my heart,
as the rain falls,
dark days are waiting,
I hear a name,
your name,
its mine, but also yours,
your name.
Today I learned,
Something about you,
That I did not know,
That you loved me,
I knew you were kind,
And feel for others,
Before yourself,
But I want you to,
I don’t want you hurt,
Or in pain,
I just want to see you smile,
And be happy forever,
So please don’t come near,
You will only feel,
Sorry for me,
And that’s not what I want,
No, I want you,
Please come to me,
And hold me tight,
So I can feel safe,
So I can feel loved.
I wonder what that human down there,
Is thinking as I fly by,
I wonder how it would be like to be one,
To walk on the ground,
Not in the air,
I wonder what it would be like,
To be fish,
To swim in the ocean,
And feel the cool water in my lungs,
I envy every living thing,
But at least I can fly.
I feel numb and faint,
Like something’s eating at my heart,
But I walk to you,
And everything’s all right,
Like a rose, you wither,
I don’t want you to fade,
Because I’m in love,
With you and only you,
I am timid and shy,
But you still came around,
And I feel safe,
In your arms,
Like a flower I wither,
But I won’t fade,
Not until I say I love you,
Because I really do,
Sometimes I cry,
But you always comfort me,
And I like that,
Because I am fragile…. I might wither and fade.
Somewhere,
Is the place I want to be,
But I know,
That every time, I end up crying,
Breaking into pieces,
I lie on the glass,
The things I want to tell you,
Are the glass,
Words cannot explain,
What I’m feeling,
But you know better,
Even better than me,
The breeze blows,
Someone already knows,
Today is my day,
My day to fly,
My wings are broken again,
Can you fix them?
Tie them together with love,
And be my guide in the air…
How in the world,
Did you think I was worthy,
Of your love?
I scream ‘why?’
Why me? Why did you ever pick me?
Anyone else is more beautiful,
More able to love,
Do you want to be hurt?
Yes, I’m in pain,
My heart is aching,
Please don’t come closer,
You will be in pain too,
Share this world with me,
Please ask yourself why?
Why did you choose me,
Out of all the others?
Please tell me the truth,
Am I really that beautiful,
Beneath all of the ugliness,
You find beauty,
Sometimes I sit in the dark,
Praying that you won’t,
Protect me, from this world,
That haunts the both of us,
You are beautiful, I am ugly,
Together we laugh at humanity,
And share our deepest secrets,
And our deepest feelings.
There is not a single thing,
about me that is not unique,
if you know me,
you’ll find that out soon enough,
My feelings are mine, and mine alone,
they cannot be toyed with,
not be tampered with in any way,
or it will just crush me,
Words can’t tear me apart,
no matter how much they hurt,
tears will struggle to come,
but they will stay in place,
Who I am,
is someone who is gentle, kind,
loving to almost anything,
but nothing can stand in my way,
Who I am,
is not someone greedy,
not someone who is evil, destructive,
but I can stand my ground,
This is my life,
it’s the person I’ve become,
the person I’ve grown to love,
it is who I am.
When all is lost,
I feel doomed,
My heart is heavy,
It knows it loves you,
This life won’t last forever,
But I think it is long,
Because it does not have you,
And my heart breaks,
Why is it so hard?
I know I love you deeply,
The pain tells me that,
It is empty inside,
Loneliness takes over,
And I cry,
A million tears fall,
Into my memories,
My memories with you are sad,
Or happy, but both
Make me cry,
Because I miss you so much,
I miss you so much, where are you?
I feel like I’m slipping,
My whole life is tipping,
Why is it this day?
It’s like this everyday,
I am so tired, so weak,
Everytime I can’t find something to see,
Everywhere I turn,
I always yearn,
My ways are different from yours,
I want to close all the doors,
Everywhere I go,
You also know….
Where am I?
I’m in a void of emptiness,
I’m in a world of pain,
And there’s nothing from this,
That I can gain,
Why do people have to live and die?
It’s as if we don’t want to try,
Because we don’t know the day,
Where everything will be okay,
Sometimes I feel like screaming,
And getting out those feelings,
Of pain and regret,
And that nothing that I get…
Please tell me where I am,
For I don’t think I can.
When the time comes,
you will know it in your heart,
you will know what to do,
it will be the end for us,
Something will stir,
in the stillness of night,
so that all the world will know,
what is to come,
There is a price to pay,
for humanity’s mistake,
for all the evil, the corrupted,
the minds of all human beings,
It must end,
the horror and hate,
this feeling of terror and fear,
complete destruction surrounds us,
We will do nothing,
but wait in the shadows,
because that is who we are,
afraid of what is to come,
When the time comes,
let me embrace you,
let me take you into my heart,
and love you with all that I am.