Dragon's World Kanasi

It was cold when the sun rose,

and even though it was morning,

it hid behind the clouds,

and did not come out again,

It’s a dark and dreary day,

the rain poured on,

and mist blanketed the ground,

everything was less and less visible,

It is now afternoon,

the sun is still in hiding,

it seems to want to seep through,

but can’t quite make it,

Dark wings appear,

and carry off all the negativity,

into the light,

so the clouds can finally break.

The darkness seems to surround,

it takes control over everything,

there is no escape,

nothing left but emptiness,

In the cloud of nothing,

there lies a girl,

she is able to overcome,

all the evil and dark things,

But the darkness keeps trying,

trying to find a weakness,

her breaking point,

the opening in her heart,

Nothing can break through,

she is strong,

her endurance is like fire,

it burns brightly to stay alive,

The dark, it becomes her,

it suits her well,

even though she denies it,

and wants nothing of it,

It takes a hold,

of the one precious thing,

that she loves,

and would give anything for,

but darkness becomes her,

it is her true essence,

her true power, her soul,

it is her entire being.

It is so cold,

so still and frozen,

nothing wants to move,

in winter’s death,
 

The snow falls,

but even it seems lifeless,

as it collects on the cold ground,

and becomes the white landscape,
 

Winter’s death,

kills all life,

it becomes frozen under the snow,

waiting to resurrect again,
 

As the winter comes again,

so does the cold,

the cold which makes life still,

and silence takes over the world,
 

When winter’s death,

takes over everything,

the silence is unbearable,

but then one bud breaks the silence.

When the time comes,

you will know it in your heart,

you will know what to do,

it will be the end for us,
 

Something will stir,

in the stillness of night,

so that all the world will know,

what is to come,
 

There is a price to pay,

for humanity’s mistake,

for all the evil, the corrupted,

the minds of all human beings,
 

It must end,

the horror and hate,

this feeling of terror and fear,

complete destruction surrounds us,
 

We will do nothing,

but wait in the shadows,

because that is who we are,

afraid of what is to come,
 

When the time comes,

let me embrace you,

let me take you into my heart,

and love you with all that I am.

Is this life for nothing?

I keep asking myself,

what good will come from this?

this pain, hidden in this love,
 

It doesn’t make sense,

it doesn’t matter anymore,

why is it so complicated?

why is life so harsh?
 

Tell me one bad reason,

why I shouldn’t leave,

I want to go, stray,

stray from this past,
 

Now everything is lost,

everything is being taken apart,

my heart feels ripped to shreds,

and there is nothing to be done, nothing,
 

Why did this have to happen?

why is there so much pain, agony?

let me feel something,

let me know something, real,
 

In the end it is all fake,

it is made of glass,

made of artificial material,

and I see right through it.

Something in the brain,

switches on suddenly,

and then there is a twitch,

throughout the entire body,

It happens so suddenly,

one does not even feel it,

does not even realize it,

until it is already over,

Something makes the body twitch,

something unforeseeable,

it shivers up your spine,

and back down again,

The force of disturbed memories,

makes the mind twitch,

we cannot control when this occurs,

the twitch is coming again.

There is a point in time,

where nothing exists,

when it’s just an empty, dank hole,

and reality is flipped,
 

Where am I?

it’s like everything’s distorted,

and nothing seems real,

it is useless,
 

This meaningless puzzle,

what is the point?

when in the end,

this time is still turned,
 

I can’t take it anymore,

someone get me out,

no, don’t let this happen,

this terror, humility,
 

This running in circles,

is getting me nowhere,

I have finally realized it,

I am lost,
 

This time is flipped,

it is inverted,

and everything is falling apart,

there’s no way out…

no way out.

There is darkness here,

inside of me, yes,

darkness only I know,

it takes hold of me,
 

Sometimes I wonder,

if this dark is real,

or if it is my imagination,

when will it end?
 

There is darkness in me,

and it won’t come out,

it clings to my soul,

and its grip is fierce,
 

The shadow comes again,

It covers my soul,

with a deep sickening feeling,

because there is dark inside me.

When the light dims,

something is happening,

it is just before sunset,

and everything is bright and colorful,

The darkness comes again,

when the light dims,

shake in fear,

as the shadow covers the earth,

The shadow is a blanket,

that seems to grow larger,

as it falls to the ground,

covering everything in its path,

When the light dims,

everything seems wrong,

everything is more evil,

and there is more destruction, more chaos,

The chaos grows from the dark,

it comes right when the sun sets,

at the twilight before night,

and it will remain,

when the light dims.

I cried myself to sleep that night,

the night of pain, of suffering,

of blood and anguish,

there was so much anguish,

That night was like any other,

it repeated the same pattern,

the same twisted fear,

that kept me awake,

This torture is too much,

there is nothing that can stop it,

stop it from taking form,

and feeding off the weakness of my soul,

I sometimes wonder,

if that night would have been,

if not for the damned pain,

the damned pain that gnawed at my flesh,

Something is pulling me away,

away from this existence,

and I don’t know how to stop it,

it just keeps coming and coming,

That night… has haunted,

every part of my being,

and it will continue,

until there is nothing left,

Nothing left except a cry for help.