Blood everywhere,
Around my heart,
In my room,
On my lips,
Death,
It’s here for you,
For me,
For all these damn people,
Who hate us,
So why don’t we,
Just go,
Down towards the depths,
Of our souls,
Don’t leave me,
Because death,
Is near again,
Blood runs down all,
Of my fingers,
Dreams are death,
Death is dreaming,
So please,
Tell me to leave again, death…
I believe in you,
But my heart is darkened,
You rip it out,
And use it as a shield,
Believe in my power,
You know it’s there,
Everyday is a split second,
So that you can die quicker,
I fade away into the darkness,
You pull me back,
I try to follow,
But my wings are gone,
And I fall down,
Down to where my heart is,
My lonely, dark heart,
I’ve know this from the start,
That I am evil,
But that didn’t stop you,
From loving me,
And you loved me,
Forever and for always.
You, that beautiful you,
Darkness is in the air,
And you eat it up,
Like poison,
Dark, night, the stars are gone,
You look into my eyes,
Blackness consumes you,
And you’re scared,
Stand up and face your fears,
Is what your mind,
Tries to tell you,
But you run away,
You, that pretty face,
That is filled with darkness,
But that is fine,
I love you,
Even through this darnkess,
You are brighter.
I hate this place,
This face,
That I wear,
Has one single tear,
That tear is not for that person,
That one,
Person who hates,
To be loved or hated,
Tell me,
Why can’t I see?
Damn everything,
No one is caring,
Please, be there,
Be here,
For me to cry with,
For me to scream with,
I would die,
To stop this lie,
Damn everything,
Damn everything.
Damn this cold world,
Why?
Why can’t I be happy?
Please God tell me why,
I know somewhere,
Someone will love me,
But I am confused,
And cold and alone,
Damn everyday,
I feel like exploding,
I can’t smile,
Or even fake that I’m happy,
Don’t go, don’t leave,
I want to be in your arms,
So don’t kill your dreams,
In staying alive for me,
Damn you for dying,
Damn this all!
Yes, I am angry and hurt,
Please let me be…
Please God,
Take me away from this mess,
This world where no one wants me,
Your heart is where I’ll remain.
Forever I’ll be yours,
Forever I’ll be loved,
Forever I’ll be happy,
Yes, I’ll be happy.
I slide down the depths of my soul,
Today is so cold,
But if you’re here it’s all right,
I don’t see it any other way,
Sometimes I feel the cold, like the weather,
And I know that something’s there,
And I can not ignore it,
I can’t stand it,
Time and time again,
People see me crying,
But I don’t want to smile,
So I just make up a lie,
I tell them I’m cold,
Just like outside, the day is frozen,
My heart is frozen,
And no one can save me,
I feel like I’m falling into the night,
And I have you in my sight,
But I can’t seem… to scream,
I can’t die, I always lie,
I’m so cold, like the weather.
Your childish gain,
You laugh,
But I don’t care, again,
But you just laugh,
And I know your lies,
Yell out my name,
All of these ties,
With nothing to gain,
Your childish pleasure,
Leaves me with nothing,
It says that you’re there,
And your dreams are overcrowding,
Please don’t tell me,
Don’t be anyone,
You do not see,
What you have won,
And this time it’s me,
It’s me who’s crazy,
These passions get to me,
And you let me down gently,
I lie awake in bed,
My eyes are dark,
My childish dreams are dead,
And you take my hand,
I cry on your shoulder,
And tears fall into the endless void,
Of your childish pleasure,
Your childish looks and dreams.
The cold sets in,
It chills the morning air,
As if it is water,
It freezes it solid,
The air is blue,
It shakes with cold,
But still lives on,
Able to breathe,
The night is frozen,
Crystals surround you,
And the eyes water,
Turning into tears of glass,
they fall,
crash onto the frozen ground,
it tears my heart,
to be in the cold,
everywhere around it’s blue,
the deep sadness sets in,
as it freezes hearts,
souls yearn to be free,
the cold makes snow,
the snow melts to blue,
it flows towards the ice,
it is so sad, the deep blue.
Believe,
In what you have,
Tell me,
Of your dreams and future,
Time,
Flows away with the wind,
Follow,
Blindly through the dark,
Why do you do this?
You push,
Me away with your breath,
And I cry,
Believe,
In what you feel,
Tell me,
What your heart says,
I know what you think,
You say,
That I am blind,
But it’s not true,
Believe,
In what you have,
Tell me,
Of your dreams and future,
Believe,
In what you feel,
Tell me,
What your heart says.
Still here,
Floating in dead water,
Life means nothing,
But you do,
This stillness,
Powerful, yet fragile,
It calms me completely,
It takes my breath away,
That, is dreaming,
Something I can’t understand,
Because I am dead,
Falling apart,
Please save me,
My beautiful someone,
It haunts me to think,
You were never there,
Please save me,
My true love.