I scream in pain,

As I fall through the air,

But it’s just a dream,

And I know it’s not true,

Please tell me,

That this isn’t happening,

Don’t let me believe,

That my dreams aren’t real,

Today I saw you,

As I was daydreaming,

And I know it’s true,

Because you said those three words,

 

That ‘I love you,’

That I longed to hear,

I know it can’t be true,

Because dreams aren’t real,

Dreams aren’t real…

Or are they?

I am living,

Yet I am dreaming,

I try to escape,

But it’s too late,

Dreams are filled with pain,

Nothing more to gain,

Deep holes are everywhere,

My dreams are there,

Tired of fighting my past,

A spell of confusion you cast,

Down my back you tired,

I wish I would have fled,

Pain, mercy isn’t here,

Why me? That’s what I ask, tears,

I fear you,

And what you always do,

My dreams are sadness,

There’s nothing like this,

This feeling of loss,

At what cost?

Please…. Hide in my dreams.

I am the dragon,

I fly the blue skies,

Until I am content,

Nothing can stop me,

I have scales,

They are blue and gold,

And are as hard as stone,

My body is rigid,

My breath is of fire,

It can burn the earth,

And destroy everything in its path,

It also burns in my heart,

My breath is of lightning,

It strikes the trees and living,

Do not get too close,

It may get you too,

My soul is pure,

Many think I am evil,

But that is not the truth,

Not all of us destroy.

I am dreaming, or fading,

Which ever one is closer,

I am just left here trying,

Please tell me sooner

Everyday goes by,

Then the night time comes,

I’m dreaming awake, and I sigh,

I always think of someone,

Please tell me your future,

I’ll grant you one wish,

What will it be? My love for sure,

But it will be only a wish,

I know now my feelings are there,

I am dreaming, yet I am alive,

I see you on that last stair,

Looking down on the side,

Dreaming away my life,

Dreaming away my love,

Always awake and aware, but with strife,

And that’s how I look above,

Everyone else is gone,

Please come back to me,

In my dreams… you are the one.

People tell me I’m not cool,

Because I’m different from them,

Or that I’m strange,

Because I do not talk to them,

This is my life,

Why should others,

Tell me what to be?

I am my own person,

Don’t tell me who I am,

I know that more than you,

So why do you keep saying,

That I am not myself?

Can’t you see?

I am not who you want,

I do not wear what everyone else wears,

Or do the things others do,

But I love who I am,

I am me!

Yeah yeah yeah,

Please come near,

To the place where you belong,

So bleed until I fade away,

Then you can forget,

All those things you loved,

But you cry, and I say,

‘Don’t forget me,’

Yeah, everything else,

Is disappearing,

My heart is always aching,

So cry until I fly away,

Then you can forget,

All those things you hated,

But I cry, and you say,

‘Don’t forget me,’

I will never forget,

Everything you did for me,

So please don’t forget me,

Please.

Yes, I love you,

But it’s too difficult,

To live without regrets,

And be kind to all,

Please just go away,

I don’t want you near,

Go away and leave me,

To disappear,

I am trying to tell you,

You need to be alive,

But you won’t go,

And I cry on your shoulder,

Please just fly,

Go anywhere, but here,

And stay far away from me,

Because I’ll disappear,

I’m disappearing,

And everything is lost,

But you are there,

And I feel safe.

Have you always had a heart?

Or have I been dreamin’?

Should I take a picture?

And say “Yeah, that was you!”

So you left me, why?

So you hurt me, try,

Forgive the past for it can be a bitch,

But your rash does not itch

Put your heart away,

Please just die,

Go, do not stay,

Your eyes do not lie

Can’t you see I’m not alone?

I need someone to hold,

And tear apart, right?

Just hold me tight

You are the answer,

You are my life, my love,

you and I can go there,

To the sky above.

I want to see you,

I fall away slowly,

I always wait patiently,

But you never show up…

I have the desire to touch you,

The desire to tell you,

What I desire,

And all I desire is you

I will need to be reborn,

If you want to see me,

Again on my lips you touch yours,

And everywhere I see

I have the desire to want you,

I face you slowly,

But you turn away and I still desire,

The thought of you in my mind

I have the desire to touch you,

The desire to tell you,

What I desire,

And all I desire is you,

Is that such a bad thing?

Why does it have to be difficult?

And I desire all of you…

I have the desire to want you,

I face you slowly,

But you turn away and I still desire,

The thought of you in my mind

I have the desire to touch you,

The desire to tell you,

What I desire,

And all I desire is you,

I have the desire to want you,

I face you slowly,

But you turn away and I still desire…

I still have the desire to want you in my arms.

Swimming in a sea,

A sea of sadness, fear,

And all that I see,

On your face is a tear,

Tonight I die alone,

But you warm my body,

And your cold eyes shown,

Even though it’s shady,

And the deep sad thoughts,

Fill my mind,

Be with me, what have I taught?

That everything is kind,

Yeah, right,

Deep, sad thoughts are coming,

Hold me tight,

And I know you’re crying,

It’s one of those days,

Every time you try,

You go back to their ways,

And I lay here to die.