When I look into your eyes,
I see the world crumble,
I hear your voice,
But my heart does not move,
I wait patiently for your return,
As I see your face,
Your scar on your cheek,
Tells me something is wrong,
You hold up your sword,
And you scream,
I cover my ears,
And you turn away,
Please come back,
Be the person I once knew,
From long ago,
We can still be together.
It resembles my heart,
When I tell you,
Of all my dreams,
Dying is just another factor,
That we have to deal with,
So don’t be depressed,
And say you want to die,
Live, for that’s what we live for,
Our lives are important,
Believe it or not,
But tell yourself it’s okay,
Even though times are hard,
They won’t last forever,
And you will find,
That life is more grand,
So please live,
So that I may love you,
And we can go on forever,
And be happy.
Today I am free,
No more torment,
No more tears,
My fears are leaving,
Please forgive me,
But I have to go,
And I won’t be back,
For this I know,
So tell everyone goodbye,
For my heart is breaking,
These tears do not lie,
Please do not cry,
Please take me,
I have to go,
And I won’t be back,
This much I know.
Sometimes I get so frustrated,
That I want to scream,
Why am I so hated?
This is all what it seems,
Kill the words,
Kill the words,
All fall apart,
Tear my heart.
This is just a poem for you,
I can try and close my eyes,
But nothing is true,
Even in darkness I can see through lies,
Maybe I need some time alone,
Maybe you need to go away,
It’s in my flesh and bones,
But no one comes, and I say…
Just a poem for you, for two,
Just a poem for everyone in this world,
I want them to hear me,
I want them to see,
Today I want to be with you,
Today I want everything,
I know how it feels too,
Hold me now, so I can sing,
Just a poem for you, for two,
Just a poem for everyone in this world,
I want them to hear me,
I want them to see,
Sometimes I feel like dirt,
Sometimes I can touch the sky,
Through your shirt,
I can feel your eyes…
Just a poem for you, for two,
Just a poem for everyone in this world,
I want them to hear me,
I want them to see,
Just a poem for you, for two,
Just a poem for everyone in this world,
I want them to hear me,
I want them to see.
Somehow I can see you,
This isn’t true,
It’s written in your book of lies,
I can run as your passion dies
It’s just another line,
In your head it’s fine,
Die there, don’t call for me,
I want you to see
Please tell me a reason,
Why you haven’t come,
What are you doin’?
Can’t you give me some?
It’s just another line,
Written in your book of lies,
Die here, where are you?
Can’t you be here too?
Please, I want you near,
Inside this space of my heart,
Come back, come here,
And this love we can start
Somehow I want to see you,
This isn’t true,
It’s written in your book of lies,
I can run as your passion dies,
I can run…
It is time,
for me to leave this place,
where I go,
is up to no one,
I try one direction,
but it leads me to hate,
I try another,
and it leads me to anger,
fear is in this place,
it is time,
time to go somewhere new,
time to start a new life,
something haunts me,
I can not travel far,
or it will stop me,
dead in my tracks,
I find myself,
in a new world,
where everything is vibrant,
I’m finally here,
where I belong.
I am falling for you,
Your smile I cannot forget,
You let out a cry of despair,
I know I’m the one causing the pain,
Why is everything my fault?
It always seems that way,
I feel so short yet so tall,
So why am I feeling remorse?
Somewhere I know you are in my heart,
Somehow you can be with me,
I feel my heart beat getting faster,
And I feel you close to me,
Someone set me free,
Someone kill me please,
The passion will kill my soul,
As love always should…
I’m falling in love with you.
Yeah, I know I can be a pain,
And I throw things at you,
That isn’t at your gain,
But it’s all that I can do,
Because I’m evil,
So what? Why should you care?
I don’t care if all of the people,
Stand up and stare,
I am who I am, and you can’t change that,
But you keep fighting,
And I’ll love you for that,
But it’s not worth dying,
For I’m evil,
So what? Why should anyone care?
I don’t mind if you smile,
And say that you care,
Because I like what I am,
Evil is my purpose in life,
You take a stand,
And say that’s not a good life,
But I’m evil,
So what? You don’t see,
That being evil,
I can be me, and only me.
You’re making me insane,
Your beautiful face,
It screams at me with anger,
Anger that I can’t stop,
Why must it be like this?
This pain swells inside my heart,
Dying to get out,
I plea that you won’t leave,
I cry tears of blood,
This pain deep within me,
I want it to stop,
Damn it, why can’t I breathe?
I know that you love me,
I can see it in your eyes,
But you hurt yourself,
Instead it should be me,
I cry for you,
My love, my everything,
But you don’t seem to see,
What’s right in front of you.