My Only Place

Posted in Uncategorized on February 9th, 2010 by LianaIlia

You’re screaming,

it hurts,

the pain inside,

is too much to carry,

but you still carry on,

stride by stride,

day by long, dragging day,

you wait for me,

I love you,

you can see that,

but you do nothing,

because you think you’re nothing,

I know it’s not true,

you are mine,

my only place,

where I want to be,

I want your touch,

your breath on mine,

your lips on mine,

because I love you,

it is who we are.

My Heart Shatters for You

Posted in Uncategorized on February 9th, 2010 by LianaIlia

Time slowly passes,

As I wait for something,

Just anything,

To take me away,

Please just say it,

And I will follow,

Someone will come,

This I know,

When you call,

I will try to answer,

If my tongue will allow it,

Because I am choking,

These words won’t escape,

My eager mouth,

Because it is closing,

Just like your heart,

Don’t leave me all alone,

Because my heart,

Will surely shatter,

Just like glass,
 

My heart shatters for you.

My Eyes

Posted in Uncategorized on February 9th, 2010 by LianaIlia

You might know me,

As someone who fears,

But I’m really not that scared,

Of what is to come,

Someone tell me,

What you know of the future,

You can see it in my eyes,

Tell me what you see,

Please I beg you,

Don’t leave me here alone,

I cry for help,

But no one seems to answer,

No one cares,

No one wants to talk to me,

I lie about who I am,

I am really darkness,

Yes, the darkness that’s in my eyes,

It surrounds me,

And my soul,

And my heart.

Movies

Posted in Uncategorized on February 9th, 2010 by LianaIlia

I walked into the movie theater,

And what did you say?

I know you are in an empty seat,

And it blows me away,

Sometimes I wonder,

Are you watching the screen?

Or are you eating popcorn?

I want to know,

I move in close and see,

That you fell asleep,

The movie on the screen,

Is a romance film,

People come in and sit down,

And I have to sit down,

So a seat next to you is open,

You wake up and smile at me,

I start to cry while watching,

You wrap your arm around my shoulders,

I lay my head down,

And everything seems to be all right,

I got outside to call my mother,

To say I’ll be late,

And I found someone to take,

Me home, I hung up and went back inside,

You were no longer there,

I looked in every row and

People stared at me strangely,

I ran out and found you on the bench,

Your eyes are white and,

You fade away,

I screamed but no one heard me,

My phone rang and I asked “Hello?” desperately,

It was you… it was you…

How could it be, you were gone?

And I ran into the theater,

And you were saying ‘Save me… save me,’

How? How can I save you?

Your hand touches my shoulder,

I turn to face you,

Your face is on a movie screen,

Why… why do you torment me?

I call my mother and ask her to pick me up,

She comes and she asks why I’m so frightened,

I say just drive away from this haunted place,

And she drives fast,

It is now two weeks later,

I’m still having nightmares,

Of you, your smiling bloody face,

And what do you always say?

‘Save me… save me,’

I wish someone would save me,

From that scene in a movie,

here I kissed you,

And you disappeared,

Save me… save me… so I will.

Moonlight Angel

Posted in Uncategorized on February 9th, 2010 by LianaIlia

She was beautiful,

Her mind filled with dreams,

Dreams that could never…

Come true,

Please pray to her once more,

And she will grant your wish,

In the moonlight she waits,

And she’s an angel, glowing,

Dreams of passion,

It can’t be helped,

It seems the whole world,

Is just asleep,

Just tell her your prayers,

And she will always listen,

Even though the moon is shining,

She is still an angel, dreaming,

Even though I am dying,

To tell you the truth,

My angel watches me,

And she was so beautiful.

Magic Heart

Posted in Uncategorized on February 9th, 2010 by LianaIlia

Please love, be my guide,

don’t let anything be between us,

my heart is beating just for you,

everywhere is magic and I love it,

everyday is my magic heart,

please break it for me,

I can’t bare to watch,

Do it silently…

Please come by sometime,

don’t be harsh, but kind,

don’t be so gentle with me,

I’m not that kind of girl,

everyday is my magic heart,

please break it for me,

I can’t bare to watch,

Do it silently…

everytime I turn to you,

You have your head in my clouds,

but I still love you,

unless my frangile heart breaks,

everyday is my magic heart,

please break it for me,

I can’t bare to watch,

Do it silently…

Please tell me when you’ll love this heart,

I want to know as soon as you made up your mind…

everyday is my magic heart,

please break it for me,

I can’t bare to watch,

Do it silently…

everyday is my magic heart,

please break it for me,

I can’t bare to watch,

Do it silently…

Love is my Mind

Posted in Uncategorized on February 9th, 2010 by LianaIlia

My love reaches only the soft wind,

But it goes far away,

On my head you put your hand,

My wings appear in a breath,

Sometimes I feel hurt inside,

My love reaches only those who hear the whisper of time,

My heart is left behind,

I lay back down and say,

Love is back again,

someone tell me this is not the truth,

you’re gone again,

my mind is love, through the pain,

can I touch your face again?

Or will you break before me?

Flow through me now,

Can’t you see, please?

Sometimes I need to let go,

Of all of my fears,

Is this really possible?

You wipe away all of my tears,

Love is back again,

someone tell me this is not the truth,

you’re gone again,

my mind is love, through the pain,

Love is inside of my mind,

Power is really my mind.

Love Forever

Posted in Uncategorized on February 9th, 2010 by LianaIlia

Yes, it’s true,

You are the one,

That I have chosen,

To be mine forever,

Am I that miserable?

I have someone to talk to,

And you are that one,

For me to love forever,

Yes, it’s the truth,

You came to me,

Because it’s you I chose,

To be with me always,

Am I that unhappy?

I have you to cry to,

And you are the one,

Whom I will love forever,

I know you’ll love me,

It’s yourself that I love,

So don’t ever change,

So I can love you forever,

My love… forever.

Love Lost

Posted in Uncategorized on February 9th, 2010 by LianaIlia

We are standing here,

looking at nothing,

nothing in particular,

and there you are,


Like out of thin air,

you came and then went,

again and again,

where are you going?


There is a flicker,

a shadow moves,

eyes glare and blink,

as you hold me close,


I know I love you,

so why do I fear?

I fear this lie,

this pain inside…

Please help me.

Love Dies

Posted in Uncategorized on February 9th, 2010 by LianaIlia

My heart aches,

I want something more,

Than what you give me,

It’s killing me,

To see you go,

And I lie here dying,

Because that’s what love does,

And I want it back,

Please don’t die,

My love for you,

It’s like an eternal flame,

But flames go out,

Don’t be angry,

I won’t leave again,

And I won’t die,

But my love will.