Dragon's World Kanasi

There is not a single thing,

about me that is not unique,

if you know me,

you’ll find that out soon enough,

My feelings are mine, and mine alone,

they cannot be toyed with,

not be tampered with in any way,

or it will just crush me,

Words can’t tear me apart,

no matter how much they hurt,

tears will struggle to come,

but they will stay in place,

Who I am,

is someone who is gentle, kind,

loving to almost anything,

but nothing can stand in my way,

Who I am,

is not someone greedy,

not someone who is evil, destructive,

but I can stand my ground,

This is my life,

it’s the person I’ve become,

the person I’ve grown to love,

it is who I am.

When all is lost,

I feel doomed,

My heart is heavy,

It knows it loves you,

This life won’t last forever,

But I think it is long,

Because it does not have you,

And my heart breaks,

Why is it so hard?

I know I love you deeply,

The pain tells me that,

It is empty inside,

Loneliness takes over,

And I cry,

A million tears fall,

Into my memories,

My memories with you are sad,

Or happy, but both

Make me cry,

Because I miss you so much,

I miss you so much, where are you?

I feel like I’m slipping,

My whole life is tipping,

Why is it this day?

It’s like this everyday,

I am so tired, so weak,

Everytime I can’t find something to see,

Everywhere I turn,

I always yearn,

My ways are different from yours,

I want to close all the doors,

Everywhere I go,

You also know….

Where am I?

I’m in a void of emptiness,

I’m in a world of pain,

And there’s nothing from this,

That I can gain,

Why do people have to live and die?

It’s as if we don’t want to try,

Because we don’t know the day,

Where everything will be okay,

Sometimes I feel like screaming,

And getting out those feelings,

Of pain and regret,

And that nothing that I get…

Please tell me where I am,

For I don’t think I can.

When the time comes,

you will know it in your heart,

you will know what to do,

it will be the end for us,
 

Something will stir,

in the stillness of night,

so that all the world will know,

what is to come,
 

There is a price to pay,

for humanity’s mistake,

for all the evil, the corrupted,

the minds of all human beings,
 

It must end,

the horror and hate,

this feeling of terror and fear,

complete destruction surrounds us,
 

We will do nothing,

but wait in the shadows,

because that is who we are,

afraid of what is to come,
 

When the time comes,

let me embrace you,

let me take you into my heart,

and love you with all that I am.

When I see your eyes,

I see my reflection,

The green and black clash,

And create a whirlpool,

Making my picture dissipate,

And turn into mud,

You have that smile,

That tells me something is wrong,

It’s crookedness,

Is your personality

What am I doing?

I look at myself,

and think why am I here?

this is what I do not know,

I am not depressed,

but I can be at times,

the question just pops into my head,

what am I doing here?

I look at my bad side,

and then at my good side,

why am I this way?

it’s something that’s on my mind,

There is evil in all of us,

and good as well,

but our minds are feeble,

and we become week at times,

What am I doing?

I look at myself,

and see what I don’t like,

but I know that is me,

It’s me I am looking at,

but it feels like someone else,

in my mind I ask,

what am I doing here?

I know you know when the time comes I’ll have to go,

So please forgive me,

I don’t want my angry tears to show,

In this fog, it’s hard to see,

What is your dream?

Please I don’t want you to protect me,

Can’t anything be what it seems?

Don’t try, can’t you see?

Try to forget,

Wipe your tears away,

You don’t have to leave yet,

Don’t be afraid today,

What is your dream?

Please, don’t come close,

Coming out my mouth is cold steam,

There’s nothing left to lose,

Try, be near me now,

Don’t scream, just look down.

My speech is no good,

my love is all I have,

I want to tell you,

but it’s the voice that the words lack,

my heart keeps pounding,

and it won’t keep me,

from trying,

to tell you that I see… that you love me,

and I love you,

Why is it so hard?

I’m too weak,

you’ve gone too far,

to make me seek,

Sometimes I only want to scream,

and then everything will be wrong,

will you always seem,

to love me through this song?

when winter comes it’s so lonely,

you are near, and it’s still so cold,

but I will live, knowing you are living…

I’m trying to tell you my feelings of love…

Everything is fading,

Why do you make this,

So hard?

Please don’t come near,

So don’t tell anyone,

About my secret,

You may try to cry,

But I won’t help you,

Trying to cry,

Is not even worth the pain,

The pain of losing is hard,

But I’ll be there,

Tell me what’s wrong,

Do not cry,

I will hold you,

And everything will be okay,

Today is like everyday,

Where you try to shed tears,

But nothing happens,

You hide your emotions.

Do you want to stop the rain?

Well, you can try,

Can you swell my pain?

I won’t lie,

Try to understand me,

I will not try and plea,

But you need to believe,

And you need to see,

Do you want to be someone?

You almost need to try,

But you don’t have to be someone,

In order to fly,

For me you must give love,

Try and touch the stars above,

Try for me,

Try for me, be gentle.