Dragon's World Kanasi

Blood splashed all around,

like rain falling,

it ran down my skin,

and curdled at my feet,
 

This isn’t happening,

fear awakens in me,

as the strength fades,

the blood spills out,
 

It trickles down,

and then boils,

as it devours,

what’s left of sanity,

The consciousness is lost,

when too much blood,

spills out beneath,

and you are left there,
 

It is very dark and cold,

but you comfort me,

and take the pain away,

even as the blood spills.

Burning, scorching,

Fire surrounds,

I am suffocating,

The pain is too much,

The fire is a knife,

Scratching against my lungs,

Making them bleed,

I am falling apart,

The blood drips,

The pain is unbearable,

But I bite my lip,

I do not call out,

I sit in the dark, damp pool,

The pool of blood,

The fire engulfs me,

And the wind sweeps my pieces away.

Bleeding,

It’s how I’m alive,

I would not know,

Other than the blood,

It falls to the ground,

Pours out of me,

Pools in a circle,

Someone reflects in it,

Is it me?
who is this person?

My heart pounds,

Even when it bleeds,

Why did you have to go?

The pain is unbearable,

Please come back,

Into my arms,

Blood…it keeps me breathing,

Even though,

I’m short of breath…

Please come back,

I need you,

Like blood, to live

The day,

when it all comes down,

down the fiery destruction,

of my black soul,

this will be the day,

where I fly,

with red, feathered wings,

and I will dive down,

it tears me apart,

this thing called love,

but I do not let it torment,

my already black heart,

please tell me why?

the world is this way,

because I am different,

I live my own life,

this will never end,

but life eventually dies,

doesn’t it?

or do we all keep living in the blackness?

The name,

cried out in the dark,

may be mine,

but is also yours,

this is troubling,

this is hard,

since we are one,

it is confusing,

why? why must we live,

in the shadows,

the depth, a cave,

damp and dreary,

this dark dark feeling,

as the rain pours,

pours into my heart,

as the rain falls,

dark days are waiting,

I hear a name,

your name,

its mine, but also yours,

your name.

Today I learned,

Something about you,

That I did not know,

That you loved me,

I knew you were kind,

And feel for others,

Before yourself,

But I want you to,

I don’t want you hurt,

Or in pain,

I just want to see you smile,

And be happy forever,

So please don’t come near,

You will only feel,

Sorry for me,

And that’s not what I want,

No, I want you,

Please come to me,

And hold me tight,

So I can feel safe,

So I can feel loved.

I wonder what that human down there,

Is thinking as I fly by,

I wonder how it would be like to be one,

To walk on the ground,

Not in the air,

I wonder what it would be like,

To be fish,

To swim in the ocean,

And feel the cool water in my lungs,

I envy every living thing,

But at least I can fly.

I feel numb and faint,

Like something’s eating at my heart,

But I walk to you,

And everything’s all right,

Like a rose, you wither,

I don’t want you to fade,

Because I’m in love,

With you and only you,

I am timid and shy,

But you still came around,

And I feel safe,

In your arms,

Like a flower I wither,

But I won’t fade,

Not until I say I love you,

Because I really do,

Sometimes I cry,

But you always comfort me,

And I like that,

Because I am fragile…. I might wither and fade.

Somewhere,

Is the place I want to be,

But I know,

That every time, I end up crying,

Breaking into pieces,

I lie on the glass,

The things I want to tell you,

Are the glass,

Words cannot explain,

What I’m feeling,

But you know better,

Even better than me,

The breeze blows,

Someone already knows,

Today is my day,

My day to fly,

My wings are broken again,

Can you fix them?

Tie them together with love,

And be my guide in the air…

How in the world,

Did you think I was worthy,

Of your love?

I scream ‘why?’

Why me? Why did you ever pick me?

Anyone else is more beautiful,

More able to love,

Do you want to be hurt?

 

Yes, I’m in pain,

My heart is aching,

Please don’t come closer,

You will be in pain too,

Share this world with me,

Please ask yourself why?

Why did you choose me,

Out of all the others?

Please tell me the truth,

Am I really that beautiful,

Beneath all of the ugliness,

You find beauty,

Sometimes I sit in the dark,

Praying that you won’t,

Protect me, from this world,

That haunts the both of us,

You are beautiful, I am ugly,

Together we laugh at humanity,

And share our deepest secrets,

And our deepest feelings.