Triumph
Triumph, victory,
these are words I’d like to say,
they are in my head,
but do not reside in my heart,
Feeling of sadness,
will they ever go away?
ever really diminish?
I would like to triumph over them,
Sometimes it just hurts,
too much to feel good,
to feel right in the world,
like you belong,
I want to be hopeful,
that everything will turn out,
and I will triumph,
in the end.