All Falling Apart
It feels like everything,
is falling apart,
what is happening?
it can’t be this hard,
The thread I’m pulling on,
becomes thinner and thinner,
until there is nothing left,
it’s all gone,
There is something happening,
I feel angry,
I want to tear this paper,
until it is in shreds,
Inside me it twitches,
like a spark on a live wire,
it senses my soul,
and eats up my humanity,
There will be nothing left of me,
after this emotion,
takes hold, I scream,
wanting to break free of this,
Suddenly the tears flow,
nothing can be done to stop them,
they trickle down my face,
and leave my eyes hurting,
My body wants to curl,
and hide until the pain stops,
until all fades away,
until it all falls apart, and leaves me empty.